The Least.

Sometimes I feel like I'm asking too much from life. 

To look for a believing & practicing husband, am I really asking for too much? To find such a reliable person whom I would not mind sacrificing everything, am I really asking for too much?

Because I will have to sacrifice my whole life for him eventually, so can't I atleast set a benchmark for whom I would give away my life to?

Leave.

I come and go, wherever I am, I'll leave.
However there are times when it's so hard to leave. I guess that's when I'm attached to people around me that certain time. Like what happened in Tioman, and what's happening now. Deep inside I don't wanna go. But it's time.

I guess it's really time to go. Especially when I really do not want to. That's the exact time. Not when I really wanted to go. This isn't the time I ever wanted to leave, so it's exactly when I should. Right when I've got hints.